First I just have to say "the Lord is so FAITHFUL"! I think I've shared some on this blog about how I've been spiritually dry for quite some time. Well the Lord has really been refreshing my spirit through so many different avenues and I'm full of gratefulness to Him!
My friend Kelly invited me to a women's Bible study that meets every Monday morning and so I've gone the last couple weeks. We're doing a Beth Moore study on the fruit of the Spirit (side note: if you ever get a chance to do a Beth Moore study DO IT! It's Fabulous!!). My quiet time today I've spent on one of the homework assignments to prepare for next Monday. This week we're learning about JOY and today I read about the JOY that's found in discovering Christ in our circumstances.
I won't go into detail since this is a public forum, but R and I have been dealing with some issues in our relationship and something that has played a LARGE role in the very existence of these issues is my own sin. I have not submitted to R's leadership as the head of our home and have instead fought him over numerous situations and decisions. This has led to discouragement in him and in our marriage. As I was reading today's lesson I was wondering how the Lord could receive glory in our circumstances when it's a result of sin! The Lord spoke to my heart that the sin can't give Him glory, but the repentance does!!! For that reason my heart is filled with JOY that Christ is present and working in my heart!!! The Lord is FAITHFUL!
Jeremiah 29:13 really ministered to me this morning:
"You will seek ME and find ME when you seek ME with all your heart." I want to encourage anyone who is reading this that the Lord is faithful and He will work in us whatever it takes to draw us close to Him! And it's worth it even if it's difficult and painful! Let us keep seeking the Lord and pressing in with Him! He has PROMISED that He will be found by us!!